Bad things are happening and I have no control over them. But there are things I can control, and I am going to focus on those.
It's a very bad time, a traumatic time.
I decided to draw an angel card and it just stabbed me even more painfully, though I hope the message is true:
Sirian Starseed Tarot (Cori 2012).
Indigo Angel Oracle (Virtue 2013).