Winter Solstice, for me, is not a celebration of the birth of the sun. The sun is not yet born. If you want to chase that metaphor, I suppose tonight is its conception, and its long gestation is the time between the day after Winter Solstice and the Vernal Equinox. I celebrate its full fruition on Summer Solstice, not its decline, and make no mention of coming darkness. To do otherwise, to me, would be like mourning the impending death of a 21-year-old on their birthday. Makes no sense. And I don't spend Winter Solstice in anticipation of the light. It's darkness's turn, and I share in its time.
Here is a spread for Winter Solstice (inspired by one I found by Bodhran at Aeclectic Tarot).
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1. On Winter Solstice, the night is very dark and deep, yet the blackness of the night sky is scattered with the beautiful stars, like small forgotten blessings. What are my stars? What do I need to be grateful for that I've taken for granted?
2. "Solstice" roughly translates to "sun stands still." In what ways or in what areas should my energy stand still? Where should I take things slower, what deserves more of my time?
3. At this time of year, the sun's rays have a low slant, as the sun never seems to hang very high in the sky. In what direction is my intuition slanting? What am I leaning toward, like the low rays of the sun?
4. After the Winter Solstice, the nights become shorter and the days become longer. What is growing stronger in my life?You could use a black stone in the centre of the spread, to represent the long night. You could use a black spread cloth and leave the middle blank, or put some clear quartz crystals there to represent stars. I don't think we should be afraid to revel in the night. Tonight of all nights is the time to do so.
Servants of the Light Tarot, Nowicki 1991 |
What deserves more attention from me is how much 'happily ever after' there is in my life. The Nine of Crescents, or 9 of Cups, is the 'wish' card, the fulfilment card. I do feel grateful for the comforts of my life, but I should take more time to contemplate the goodness around me. What dreams of my past am I now living in my present? What goals have I achieved? What progress have I made? What happiness has come to me through no real effort of my own? What has come to me through my own efforts? These things deserve more of my acknowledgement and gratitude.
My intuition slants me toward the force of concentrated will, the mastery of skills. The Magician in Servants of the Light is an Egyptian priest, standing outside a squared pyramid beneath a rose arbour. His table is one of the blocks used to build the pyramid. He has initiative and determination. He makes the idea the reality. He calls what is not into existence. I am not really surprised to see this card, even though the last several months have seen me in a somewhat vegetative state of stagnation. My intuition actually does slant me in this direction. It is my actions that belie this impulse. What would happen if I followed this inclination, rather than resisting it? Perhaps I need to be more specific about what I want manifested, instead of limping through life with a vague sense of yearning and overwhelmed by unease.
What grows in me is the cleverness of my approach toward my ambitions. The Keeper of Weapons is the Page of Swords, a youthful energy which is concerned with rallying behind causes, making clever arguments, and achieving success through them. The card shows Temple of Fire, and behind the Keeper of Swords sit the Maker in the middle, the Giver on the left, and the User on the right. Salamanders wrap themselves around the pillars on each side. I like that all the court figures are represented in the card, and also that the Page is the last of the courts. It makes sense. The Maker (King) has the power to make the hallow, the Giver (Queen) shares it with the User (Knight), who, when it's not in use, entrusts it to the Keeper (Page). I never thought of the Page being the court figure entrusted with safeguarding the hallow of each suit, but of course he is. That's his job! Perhaps this card points me toward planning, scheduling, and setting goals. Those are all very Swordsy things to do.
May the darkness envelop me tonight as a balm to my mind and spirit. May I take my ease in it, secure in the knowledge that the light will return in the morning.
Mantra: Om asatoma sat gamaya, tamasoma jyotir gamaya, mritorma amritam gamaya. (Lead us from the not-true to the true, from dread to joy, from the darkness to the light.)
Flower remedy: Olive (restore one from tiredness and exhaustion, refreshment of the mind and body)
Completely agree with you that today is about the fact of it being the longest night! Loved your metaphor of celebrating someone's death on their 21st birthday :) In the Celtic Lenormand, I chose the Moon card to represent this solstice, and the Sun card for mid-summer, because that's just what makes sense to me, too.
ReplyDeleteThat's a lovely spread! I've definitely seen intimations of the Magician growing stronger in you, and I like the bit about needing to not take for granted your ability to forge something new with the power of your mind.
I'll be really interested to see this deck over the coming week - not one I have or had ever heard of before!
Blessed Solstice :)
Excellent post; this is one for posterity. I am a cultural outlier because I revel in the night and the cold; I mourn what others celebrate, and I celebrate what others mourn. I've been reading John Matthews' book on the Winter Solstice and all this talk of the "birth of the sun" has been cutting into my enthusiasm for the otherwise enjoyable solstice celebrations.
ReplyDeleteBodhiSeed writes very good spreads; I could tell that was one of theirs. I don't want to recognize the "conception" of the sun, as you put it--I would rather just be immersed in the moment of darkness, now--but, given thousands of years of human history of celebrating the sun's impending return, I suppose I should leave that position in the spread.
Actually, Chiriku, I made changes to Bodhiseed's spread. Mine is inspired by that one, but I changed it to suit myself.
ReplyDeleteI'd love to see a spread of yours that is only about the darkness of the night.
Some wonderul designs on the cards:-)
ReplyDeletewonderul, I meant wonderful.
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